Here is to a New Year

New Years Resolutions in the past were always to write about all the important and not so important events that occurred throughout the year and of course the most desired resolution of many is that of losing weight. The writing part did not go that great in the past however the weight goal I actually managed to do.

Let me back up a few paces... Some things that people reading this may need to know... I have an eating disorder that I struggle with still on a daily basis. I did lose 70 lbs the healthy way by diet and exercising but when I look in the mirror I still see the fat girl. Writing about it I thought would help and it allowed me to get my thoughts and feelings down on paper but like I mentioned before it didn't last very long. I got busy and never had time to actually sit with a notebook and write. Blogging seems to be the new "thing" and maybe this kind of expression will work since I am always near a computer with Internet access.

Some other reasons to write...my mother just doesn't understand why I do the things that I do nor do I think that she tries to understand and this I am sure will be validated in future blogs. My life was filled with drama. I am gay... and all past relationships were filled with nothing but drama, cops, lies, and heartbreak. But that is for another blog. All you need to know now is that I have fallen in love with the perfect person.